some days i just wonder what it is i do to attract bullshit.
its like, most of the times, i'm good. no, im lying. i can have a pretty negative personality and outlook on life. but really, literally, i have been working on it. and i feel better - it really is all about how you think about things.
so im sitting here, watching katt williams, and drinking hot marshmallows.
hot marshmallow recipe:
boil water. in meantime, fill cup to the top with marshmallows. pour packet of hot chocolate with marshmallows on top or marshmallows. when water is boiling, pour slowly on top of marshmallows. you may only be able to get a few drops of water in there. its okay.
sit and ponder why marshmallows is spelled with an "a" and not and "e".
but im still upset about the inordinate amount of bullshit in my life. and the crazy thing is, even as i prep to deal with it all, i know its only going to get worse before it improves.
at times, im going to feel as if i am crazy. im going to have to admit i was wrong. but honestly, shit, most of the time, i don't think it was me. but we'll see.
shit.
i hate being an adult.
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