cause i had to quote it

"You always got a hand full of nappy headed apples that go and screw everything up for the rest of us that are keeping it real."
- my sister

i got inspired by this and this recently. so, i'm working on a plan, and i think i am going to start writing again. journaling in my actual journal (bought by the other sister) because:

"for some time now - i think since i was a child - i have been possessed of some desire to put down the stuff of my life. that is a commonplace impulse, apparently, among people of massive self-interest; sooner of later we all do it. and, i am quite certain, there is only one internalquarrel: how much of the truth to tell? how much, how much, how much!"
- lorraine hansberry, to be young, gifted and black.

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