...there is black mold growing in my closet because the painters never came to repair the wall where water was leaking because of my neighbor upstairs using their air conditioner as well they should be because i don't think it could be any hotter on the SUN than it is in this apartment building...
...i peeled the label off of some container (i don't remember) and little black spores of something floated out...and now, i have been coughing up snot since last night...
...i can't take off work because i am poor because i live in a decent apartment with decent-sized bills and i have a decent amount of credit card debit and student loans to pay off and my mom no longer pays for my auto insurance. that was the only thing she paid for, so its not so bad...because i am already used to being BROKE...
...because i still want to have fun, but it's kinda hard to go out and spend money knowing that that five dollars could have went to groceries... or the next bill, whatever it may be (gas light rent phone insurance loans credit card)...
... because i still want to have fun...the reason i don't have kids yet...and travel and maybe have a new car and maybe buy a new computer and i still don't have an ipod...
...because after the age of 10 to 12 years of age, young women, especially me, get to meet aunt flo, and her bad ass kid PMS, which makes everything THAT MUCH WORSE...with chocolate and salt cravings on the side...
but i am glad...that i made it this far...and i have internet and a blog to bitch on...and i know that really, this all isn't that bad and not just because there are those proverbial kids in africa starving, but because it really isn't that bad. just annoying as all hell.
i guess i hate ... or get annoyed with being an adult because mommy isn't there anymore to take responsibility for my actions. i gotta stand on my own two.
but at least she taught me how to walk.
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