what happens when you suddenly think you realize that there is something else that you should be doing, no matter how hard you have tried to convince yourself that the profession you chose is what you should do?
do you shirk it off as the existential ramblings of youth?


what do you do when you realize that where you are is not where you want to be?
do you just shrug your shoulders with the realization that a lot of people are dislocated as well?


what do you do when you begin to understand who you really are, realizing that you've known yourself for so long, but you just can't be yourself around others...what do you do when you realize that you aren't as fearless as you thought you were...


(maybe enlightenment comes when you watch SVU...who knew?)