the key

i'm so angry right now i could pray.

i didn't know it would be so easy - you give up your rights so easily.  i guess it was the out you needed.  how could you?  well, its time to keep moving, no?  i see you have.  its hard to have been in .... with a ....... but his smile keeps me moving
so i :
change the codes
switch out the locks
become my own lawyer
get one on the ready

but in the back of my mind/bottom of my heart, i know all of this isn't necessary.  you won't show.  you won't come looking to be in.

to be out i need to get out, so next task - resocialization.

leaving these bags  - and you - behind.  i don't need either where i am going.

no, i won't file for support.  can't give you any ins to us. plus, i shouldn't have to force you to do what's right - right?

let this be a cautionary tale - use. protection.


but besides all of this -

1) why don't they make cough medicine for children under 2?  apparently, it exists in other states - pediatric cough and cold? - and apparently there are no infants in ohio, as no drugstore carries it???

2) why is drake on EVERYTHING?  i need that to slow down - he's going for overexposure status.

3) m can say "bubbles" now, and can even catch one on his wand!

4) these messages for a foundation for a better life make me cry every time!!

battery's out - charger's at work - night for me

god, help me mend this.  help me fly straighter.  love truer.  be smarter.  see better.  forgive and move forward.